Dreams do come true.
After years of navigating the complex social calculus of shared pools l have ascended.
I now have my own swimming pool.
Always open. Always clean. Always set to just-right Goldilocks perfection because I said so.
No mysterious Band-Aids floating by. No obnoxious kids with a gigantic swan float screaming, “Mommy!” No awkward small talk about weather patterns while my eyebrows drip off the excessive chlorine.
Now it’s just me, my floaty and a blended fresh fruit margarita. And the only person I might run into is a cherished family member.
Midnight dip? Don’t mind if I do. Morning meditation in the shallow end? Uninterrupted synchronized swimming routine to Sabrina Carpenter’s summer hit, Manchild.
Absolutely nobody here to stop me.
This isn’t just a pool. It’s a metaphor. For freedom. For peace. For the deep end.
I am now able to permanently stay in and out of my lane.
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What a great timing for me to finally receive your post again.
So happy for you
Much love